| Well it sure has been a long time....Well brief update. Im sitting in Roswell International Airport waiting on a plane to show-up at 4:30, because the plane that was suppose to leave at 7:30 this morning is broken beyond repair. And I'm trying to go home for thanksgiving. Im going to college at New Mexico Military Institute and I dont know why...I thought it would get my grades up and it is...helping out a lot there. But right now Im sitting at this airport when I could be on my way home right now...I just want to be home right now...But we all gotta go sometime...heres some lyrics from a song...helps describe how I feel right now... BOYS LIKE GIRLS LYRICS
"Holiday"
When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time
Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday
My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim
You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday
(Need to take a holiday)
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday
When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same
I'll run away
I need to take a holiday (need to take a holiday)
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase (set off on a new chase)
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday
A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
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| I feel alone...even when I am around friends sometimes. I'm really sad right now...I wish I had someone I could tak to about all of this but to most people it sounds like I am complaining. I'm sad about school. It stresses me out alot from all the work we have to do and then I dont have time because of baseball even though I dont do anything but I should be there for the team Its gay because I went and saw the doctor today and he said 3 more weeks till I can play. 3 MORE WEEKS!! The season will be over by then. I'm just sad, stressed, and tired.
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| So everyone has so much freakin tension. All you have to do is say one thing and the freakin blow up. I had a good day today until I got home so whatever. Things happen and all you can do is move on. You want to help or be part of and it just dosent work. Im just ready to get out of here. Cant wait...
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| Life is really hard to go through when it feels like you dont have anyone to talk to. When I do get the chance and try and talk to people they seem like they dont care or they just stop talking about it. Like they know something. I dont know what to do half the time. I'm just living it day by day just to get by for now. I wish I knew what to do. In just want to sleep and wake up when things get better.
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| This is a pretty cool video. A friend showed it to me so I'm gonna have to show it to everyone else. Its awesome!
But sad part is your going to have to click on the link. I cant get it to show up. S...CLICK ON THE LINK FOOL!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCjSwr7zYtE
And if you complain about you cant read my writing...well you can highlight the words. Its easy.
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